How to be socialized. Or something.
As I have been writing about all things homeschool lately, I am sure that you have been waiting, with baited breath of course, for me to bring up the subject of socialization.
Socialization. That 27 letter word* that makes every homeschooler shake in their boots. Or fuzzy pink slippers as many homeschoolers prefer pajamas and they are not wrong for doing so. The socialization question is the single most frequent thing asked of any homeschooler. In fact, when you start on a homeschooling journey, you will learn that suddenly, nobody wants to talk about the weather anymore. Nobody asks about your weekend plans. Nobody wants to chat about the last episode of the Bachelor (which is of course fine because you aren’t allowed to WATCH the Bachelor if you teach your children at home**). What people WANT is to ask you how you intend to socialize your kids. They don’t just want to know. They need to know. Because if they do not know, they will all definitely die. And it will be your fault. Because seriously. How. Do you socialize. These kids.
Now for me, the socialization question is awkward for multiple reasons. Here are just some of them:
- HELLO, MY NAME IS ASHLEY, AND I AM NOT A WELL SOCIALIZED HUMAN. I was a public-then-private school kid, myself. I was an avid reader. I was, overall, academically successful. But no one, NO ONE, would ever have accused me of being well socialized. I was consistently afraid of my peers, and very quickly found that books were 1, more friendly, and 2, easier to deal with. Plus, books never make fun of you for reading too many books. But sixth graders do. Oooooh sixth graders do.
- THE QUESTION IMPLIES THAT I’M ALREADY FAILING. AND THAT HURTS MY FEELINGS, GUYS. Really though, how exactly does a mama defend herself against this question? Because if you’re looking at my kid and asking how I intend to teach them socialization, well… you’re kind of implying that I’m already failing at it. I mean, this is basically the parenting equivalent of asking someone what they intend to do to fix the house they just now painstakingly repaired. Um nice try, but no. WOW no. All kinds of no.
- PLEASE SOMEONE TEACH ME WHAT IT ACTUALLY MEANS TO BE SOCIALIZED BECAUSE HOLY CRAP. So again, maybe this relates back to #1, but I don’t even actually know what you mean by this question. I really don’t. What is socialization, exactly? Is it taking turns? Is it sharing toys? Is it working toward the common good? s it not having a tantrum when you have to wait in line? Is it remember to pick your boogers in a place that no one else can see so you don't spend your life labeled Booger Picker? Because I feel like it’s not. Because I feel like most parents expect themselves to teach their kids these basic social rules before the kids even enter school.
- OK, I LIED. I KNEW EXACTLY WHAT YOU MEANT THE WHOLE TIME. HA. I mean, DUH. Everyone knows what you mean. Cuz the truth is, when you asked how my kids would get socialized, you weren’t thinking about taking turns or sharing or holding a conversation, because all of that is pretty basic and also, pretty not that taught in school. What you mean is, you think my kids will turn out weird. Weird and gross. And a little bit creepy.
|Weird parents. Before they were parents.|
So yes, maybe our kids will spend too much time with us and that will make them incurably weird. Or maybe they will learn how to wait appropriately because mommy is always busy with 3 other kids. Or they'll learn conflict resolution, because you can't just change siblings every time you have an argument, and Working It Out Or Dying is inevitable. Or maybe they'll learn to stop taking themselves so seriously, because they spend their days getting mocked and teased, not by bullies, but by people they know are only teasing out of love. And they find it's not so scary after all.
Of course, these things are great, but it doesn't mean they won't be weird. But the good news is, they'll probably each end up being their own brand of weird. At this present time, I have four children, and some days, I think the only thing they have in common is geography. Some are shy, some are outgoing. Some prefer to talk to adults while others love hanging out with kids. Some are artsy, some are sportsy. Some like the indoors while some would prefer to live in nature.
And... I don't know how I'm going to socialize all of that. They play. With each other and with other kids, they all seemed to figure out how to play. So maybe they're getting socialized. Maybe they'll be more socialized than anyone could ever have imagined. Or they'll be weird. Of course, I mean it wouldn't kill anybody if we could work out that booger picker thing...
**Obviously that’s a lie. Homeschoolers are allowed to make bad life choices, just like the rest of you.